It looks like my expenses are going up again for this month. Just receive the disbursement invoice from the lawyer, with regards to my dad’s court order for appointment of deputy. It has been more than 6 months, and its absolutely hilarious how long it is taking me to proof that my Dad lacks mental capacity to take care of himself. While I understand government red tape, it aren’t helpful if its going to be a hindrance to those in need.
Anyway, time to write the next letter to God.
Yesterday, I went to the hospital to collect medication for my Dad, and noticed that he was prescribed with mood improvement medication. These medication were interestingly pricey as they are not subsidize by the government. As I look at the bill, I wondered. Why does someone whose bedridden need such pills to stay happy? While the person whose jobless and struggling to keep afloat, have to pay for said medication? Should I not be the one taking those pills? Would it make me a bad person to have such thoughts? It just seems to me that the world is at a point where the dead is better off than the living.
That aside, I am putting more effort into improving my health but I still find myself needing around 10 hours of sleep per day. That seems like a lot of time wasted, and I’m unsure if I should start depriving myself of sleep again. There has been some minor progress is my twitch streaming but nothing notable at this point. I am a little worried that I’m simply wasting precious time, yet I’m reminded not to rush for overnight success. Hopefully I will not live to regret this.
Btw, do you like roti prata?